Sunday, August 23, 2009

Close your eyes its okay to rest now.

It begins with three words,

Ends with three.

I'm not going anywhere.

Stop running and relax.

Last night was quite an experience. An explosion of emotion.

Something I have been missing out on. 

Dad,i'm back. *hugs*


Saturday, August 22, 2009

Mr.Brightside.

Its all coming together. From childhood to adulthood. Dreams,aims,goals,achievement,joy.

A year? 2 years? Law? Hell no. *laughs*

I can only pray in a years time perhaps I will be able to hear the sweet sound of wind at speeds to match thunder. 

This has been an educational year. I'll remember to wave from the skies as I pass by.

It's going to be a long/rough road. Then again life aint worth living if it aint worth dying for.


Monday, July 6, 2009

Fishies are nice. I hate the bones though. Little fishies are annoying. They swim everywhere. Yes fish is good. Unless you eat them then they suck balls. Fish fish fish. 
Here is a blog post dedicated to fish. 

Friday, June 26, 2009

The Reason.

It has been a rough 5 months. 

Just thought i'd dedicate a post to you.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you.

Thanks for being patient with me and pretty much for everything.

It has been a rough but awesome 5 months.

I've learnt alot from you. I don't want to be reverse racist anymore. It has been a very eye opening and educational 5 months.

Heres,to the months ahead.

Love you,baby.




Sunday, June 21, 2009

You found me.

"I never left" and the words echoed.

I read a book once titled Tuesday with Matthew. No not Tuesday with Morrie. In this book a man by the name of Todd meets up with The appostle Matthew in this mordern time and the book goes on.

During the book Matthew explains to Todd how he meets Jesus.

Matthew was a tax collector and therefore a traitor to his people, considered lower than a prostitute he had no friends except for other tax collectors he went to bed everynight in guilt tears in his eyes with sorrow. His lullaby everynight were the screaming voices shouting "Guilty Guilty!"

Then he tells of how he meets Jesus,i'm paraphrasing.

"I looked up from my booth and saw the eyes of heaven staring into my soul. Then the voices shouting Guilty guilty broke their defences. At first He said nothing only to crack a smile soon after. It was then the voices shouting Guilty,guilty! were choked into silence only to whisper a new voice saying Forgiven,forgiven. Then He said 'follow me' "

"I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad"


Saturday, June 13, 2009

Perfect.

It has been a rough past couple of weeks. Yes i'm still ticking!

Mei,get well soon, or else!

It was fun meeting up with some awesome people which I have not seen in months! Chia have fun in Seremban. 

Only a few more months until i'm done with A levels.

This year flew by.

I know. These are just random thoughts.

We got a new kitten which is pretty cool. Archemedes(Archie)

Okay,heres where the fun starts.

I always had a thing for culture.However,only until rescently I realized how little I know about my own country's culture. Sure I know a little but not as much as I would like.

You can thank Sherene for that. 

I do NOT watch Malaysian movies but Sher is a fan of her own country.Thats something I am definitely lacking.We watched Sepet and then Gubra. Both by Yasmin Ahmad. Very controversial which makes it difficult for them to be famous in our very democratic and open country.

The more controversy the better I say. I never thought people in this country had real talent. If you are rolling your eyes,most music written by artists in this country are love songs. I rest my case.

She starts off her movies with "In the name of God, the most Gracious and most Merciful" in different languages according to the movies.

I like her movies because of how eye opening they are but I have one complaint. They are mostly about teenage love. Oh well,its most likely a gimic to draw young people into her controversial movies or maybe its a Malaysian thing like said music(Tries not to make a racist statement,just making an open observation).The stories go nowhere but the movie and storyline are merely a "vessel" to bring in tough questions that people today don't ask.Atlest,thats how I look at it.Its time people our age started thinking instead of believing everything people tell them. Its not as fun.

Peace.

P.s Sherene Rocks.

pss. Loving this country is like loving someone who does NOT love you back. A quote from Gubra.

"Perfect in weakness, I'm only perfect in just Your strength alone"





Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Voice of truth.

Well...Friday,Monday,Tuesday. Assessments. Sigh. Not to mention a moot. 3 different subs. I still dont know when biz's assessment is.Make that 4.

Its going to be a rough week. So much to do so little time. It is so much stress. 

I intend on doing well for this assessment. I really want to. Keep me in prayer people. 

I would really appreciate it. 

Life is like a constant struggle. Things shouldn't be too hard. Everyone needs help.

I see the fear of failure in my classmates everyday disguised with a cheerful smile.

"But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves don't seem so high
From on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When i stop and listen to the sound of jesus
Singing over me"